Bittersweet Life...

Friday, May 20, 2005

here i am, in front of the comp, deprived of sleep... yes. i soo wanna sleep now... but the comp is somehow a much more impt priority to me now... hehe...

juz came how frm the mly sp camp, namely SPMLS. Singapore Polytechnic Malay Language Society. it was boring at first, but things managed to pick up gradually.... got to noe more ppl... one of them is frm my course! yay! haha....

alot of gd looking guys... plus, they are alim and fluent in both mly and eng... haha... it was a really unique camp. a camp where they had time slots for prayers.... so it's like they pray together la... like jema'ah like tt...

there was this game called fear factor. u muz have an image of the game already... well, basically, none of the stuff i had to do was stunts... so tt means i had to put sth in my mouth. or feel sth. first station, i had to drink up a concotion of abt 2 5 tablespoons of vinegar and 6 big fat garlic.... all theses blended together, and down into my gullet it went. it was disgusting and very stinky.... my stomach was churnin so bad tt it hurt so much... like wanna do big business every other min... haha. second station was the most outstandin one... y? coz it involved worms. yupz... worms. worst still, it had 2 portions to the game. first round of the game required us to take one worm out frm a box and sprint to the other side to place tt worm in another box... i got over the fear of it lookin so sluggish and wormy.... and i did it... we'll be rewarded 10 pts if this challenge was completed. i dunno y i did it... but i did it anyways. i had to put i worm in my mouth... juz put it in... dun havta eat and swallow it up. and wat do u noe> it's no big deal... really... u dun feel a thing... u'll onli feel like lil vibrations on ur tongue, which u wont even actually feel it... and i won! haha... disgusting? yes. would i do it again? yes. haha...

didnt get dirty at all... onli perspired alot.. but it was a total leisure camp tt i enjoyed very much.

chatted with ema.... damn u girl... haha

sch's startin in a few days.... dunno whether to feel happy or sad.

no more camps for me... now till next tues, ill rest all i can... catch on tv all i can...

i feel sth is missing in my life. i dunno wat it is.... i dunno if it's a sth or a someone... i have this feelin in my stomach... once again, i dunno wat it is. or wat it feels like....

Smashed into pieces at 5/20/2005 03:02:00 PM